love letter from 2009 Super Girl Pan Hongyue to 2005 Super Girl He Jie, via Pan Hongyue’s sina blog. He Jie was increasingly unhappy in her years at eeMedia back when Long Danni hadn’t taken over the company, and left it before her contract, which put her and eeMedia in a bad position. Happily the comapny seems to still have amicable relations with her as He Jie is to go on Jie Jie Gao Sheng to promote her new single.
In 2007, I finally attended the college (Sichuan Conservatory of Music, where both girls attended) I liked, to see the person I want to see.
Today, I begin to remember. I miss Baobao (He Jie’s nickname is Jie Baobao aka Baby Jie), I miss her very much.
I like you, but I’ve never done anything for you.
I saw you on TV. I was happy because you smiled, I was sad because you cried.
Today, I rewatched your videos, the latest ones and the old ones.
I know that the status quo is not what you want, but who can I understand you!!!!
When I see the dark bags around your eyes become heavy, my heart aches, aches so much! ! !
I hate hearing anyone saying bad things about you, because they’re all idiots!
They don’t understand you, they don’t understand your troubles. Although I’ve never met you, I know you’re not that type of person.
I trust you! I’m not very happy today, neither. Watching you returning to our school in 2007, the bravery with which you sung, I like you, not because of your voice but you yourself. There’s no f-ing reason why, I simply do!
Pan Hongyue’s MV – If you didn’t leave
I feel like if I don’t write it out now it’ll be too painful
At the time, I stood there and yelled your name in our (Guizhou) dialect. I wanted to say, “Baobao, I love you!”
In 2005, my parents and I watched you at home. Undoubtadly, that year touched me
When you left the stage, my whole family cried.
We all liked you so much, we liked your smile and your simple directness. Now, we still all like you!
Perhaps now, I can be a little closer to you, but we still haven’t met. No one understand me!
Before, in order to get into this college, no matter how hard it is I’ll still persist. When I’m unhappy, I’ll go watch your performances. Like you, I fell in love with Christina (Aguilera)!
When I’m unhappy I’ll look at your videos, and I’ll really be happy again!
The He Jie that once brought joy to everyone watching her perform
I’ve never done anything for you, but I’ve continued to like you until now, and I know I’ll continue to like you for a long, long time!
Afterwards, I saw Lady Gaga, she’s also a Capricorn. Your thoughts, are one of a kind. They’re not like your favorite Christina, or the A-mei or Coco Lee that you love so much. You are you! One of a kind! This is your stuff!!
If three weren’t so much pressure and restrictions, if so many illusions didn’t confuse you!
If there weren’t so many hardships and obstacles,
you will be very, very strong, because you have so much, so much potential.
Although both are Capricorns, different realities allow you to succeed or be ruined!!
He Jie’s newest song, sung sweetly but without her spark
Perhaps it was the 19 year old you, a bit chubby and very cute, but full of power and strength!
Hahahaha, I’m finally done, I feel so much better! This felt like a letter to you.
He Jie -jiejie, can you be strong again? Let go of all the people and things that are troubling you!
They aren’t worth your trouble! I think you can smile freely, smile loudly again!
Both Guizhou girls with powerful performances, petite figures and fierce personalities, Pan Hongyue and He Jie both had the so much potential. Both are strong singers and performers, and He Jie’s eyes just sent little packets of happiness to anyone watching her. Plus, she’s gorgeous.